Feed Me

"The poets have been mysteriously silent on the subject of cheese."

~G.K. Chesterton

OK, since Friday my appetite has been back . . . which is really weird because my taste buds and salivary glands have been zapped pretty good with radiation. I can no longer taste a lot of foods, even favorites like cheese. My mouth is pretty cottony these days. Still, with this going on, I've been eating like a bastard all weekend.

Pizza, cheeseburgers, milkshakes, ice cream, canned peaches (I love these nowadays), filet mignon, WaWa hoagies, New England clam chowder, French toast, bacon, bagel sandwiches, and even sushi (which was delicious) have all made their way down my gullet this weekend. Let's just say I had no trouble making my 2700-calorie/day goal this weekend.

My energy level and spirits have been pretty good. I've experienced some nausea here and there and I definitely feel my gums and throat are getting more raw and burned. In another week or so, they'll be a barrier to eating that I'll have to overcome. For right now though, all the eating of this good food is helping to fight infection and keep me strong.

With my dry mouth and taste buds zapped, I think this is what life is going to be like for me for a good long while after my treatments, and honestly it's very liveable. I can't talk for long without my mouth getting too dry, which is great for everyone else around. Finally people will be able to get a word in edgewise. Seriously though, I think it will help me be more judicious with my words.

I've got two of seven weeks of radiation behind me, and one of three of my first chemo treatments. Slowly but steadily we're getting through the treatments, and before I know it my treatment experiences will be nothing but a memory.

Thank you all again for your loving words and support. It means so much to hear from old friends, co-workers, and general well-wishers. I know your words also help my family and loved ones know they're not alone. God bless you.